My Weekend Was AMAZING!

So how was everyone's weekend? Mine was GREAT! Friday I went out with the guy I've been talking to for a bit and I met some of his friends and OMFG were they wild lol. They all wanted to get me drunk since they were drinking, but ya'll know Kenny is not one to be getting drunk so I only had a little. Because I hadn't eaten all day drinking the little bit of alcohol got me SOOO tipsy! I need to remember never to do that again lol. not before long the boy(David) asked me if I would be his boyfriend. Now idk if it was the alcohol or what, but I said yes even tho we've only been talking for 2 weeks. I like and all, but I planned on dating people for a longer time than that AND he asked in front of all those people, I didn't wanna embarrass him :(. So now Kenny K. Royal is off of the market, but do NOT get it twisted, I will always be the sexual, foul mouthed, outspoken, and ditzy Kenny you all know and love :). And don't think I'm going to become one of those people that talks about their relationship all the time because I'm not that kind of person. I'm open about so much in my life, but I keep certain details about things to myself(unless you're a best or REALLY close friend). My relationships, school, and things that really affect me emotionally are all things that I don't speak to much on. I may talk about them, but I won't get into detail unless I believe it's necessary.

So pretty much all weekend I spent time with him and now school is back in :( after only a week for a break! this SUCKS BALLS! I'm going to get through this tho lol. Anyway, I hope you guys had a nice weekend. I'll BYL(blog you later), Dolls!

Bitch, I Do NOT Want Your Man!

I haven't blogged in so long. School was getting int he way AND other things in my life, but I'M BACK BITCHES! lol anyway, i'm just going to get into this first blog of the week.

I was going through videos on Youtube and saw this video by Ashlee Simpson that I LOVE called "Boyfriend". listening to the song made me go back to all those times when i was accused of taking someones man, when i really wasn't. All I was doing was being myself. I've had both men AND women accuse me of this, but I'm never doing anything for it. O.K i won't lie, once when I was a Freshman in high school i slept with a guys man for revenge, but thats it. I've never done it again. I've had friends accuse me and people i don't even know! Like this girl on myspace once messaged me telling me i need to stay away from her man. First of all i was shocked because i didn't know what the fuck she was talking about and secondly, You're really coming at me because your man is gay? Idk where she even came from! I wasn't even messing around with a guy at that time.

There was also a friend of mine that accused me of trying to take his man because his man was flirting with me one, but i did NOT flirt back. His boyfriend was ugly as shit to me and i would never take my bestfriends man or even think about it!!! I ended the relationship after that. of course i tried to tell him that i don't want his man but he wasn't trying to hear all that. You should know better than to think that i would try to take your man especially when we're fucking best friends!

I could go on all night giving examples of people thinking i was trying to take their man, but i really just want to get to my point. Women, if you think your man is cheating on you with a man, you need to leave him. you don't trust him for 1, and secondly if he's gay he's gonna cheat on your for lack of being happy in the relationship. Gay men, don't think just because someone is a bottom they want every top there is on this planet. Most people always think someone wants their man when in reality their man is ugly as fuck! if you are for ever thinking your man is cheating or someone is trying to get your man, you need to check yourself!

Let's Talk About Dating! :)

On Wednesday, I went on a date with this guy. it was pretty much the first REAL date that I've ever been on. I mean, I've gone out with guys, but it was always stupid stuff like movies or some other thing where we didn't actually get to talk and get to know each other. how many of us have really gone on DATES like that? i don't consider going to a movie, or going to your/my house and just messing around. That's all that's really happening now in our generation. no one is really trying to get to know each other before they hop into a relationship(or to have sex, for that matter). I'm not trying to knock anyone that sleeps around because i know how ya feel. if you're not trying to get into a relationship just now, or want to date around a sort out your options most of the time all you're gonna be doing is fucking around. Sex is awesome and that's that... oops, I've seem to have lost my point lol. what i was getting at is, if you're REALLY looking for a long term relationship, you should get to know the guy/girl first. go on real dates and talk, go out to eat, play mini golf... ok, the last one isn't a must but it's something i really wanna do hahaha. basically what I'm saying is to go places where you have to interact and talk, as long as they're fun.

going slow is better than jumping in and finding out that the guy/girl annoys you to no end. all of my relationships were quick. i met them, got with them, they cheated, we broke up. except for 2 people. when i was 15 i cheated on this one guy and that's why we ended. and my last relationship lasted for 2 years. and we broke up in December 2009. he was just playing too many damn games and i didn't like it. now that's I'm 20, i don't really feel like rushing into anything just to end up single again. I'm taking my time and sorting through my options HOPEFULLY i find someone that i really like and isn't a complete douche! ahaha i actually like the guy i went out with, so wish me luck and lets hope that I have more future dates with him :)

ok, I'm tired of typing so I'm about to cut this blog short.

Later, Dolls!

A Kenny K. Royal Poem: Handcuffed

your love trapped me
had me lookin stupid.
or was it all me?
just blaming you for it

confined to just you
not able to stray far
stuck in this lie
even as it fell apart

your love was like handcuffs
and i just couldn't break free
but something has snapped
and I'm gettin hit by reality

your love was all fake
and i finally can see that
I'm takin off these handcuffs
and I'm never coming back

you had me handcuffed to you
and believing all your lies
but now that they're off...
no more lies, just say goodbye.

Rihanna did NOT Deserve it!!!

I am SOOOO sick of hearing people talk shit about Rihanna after the whole Chris Brown thing. And it's mostly women! Shouldn't you be on her side? I wouldn't be surprised if it was some ignorant ass men but WOMEN? Yall should be ashamed? Most of the time I hear people saying "She deserved it", "she was askin for it", "She started it"... umm Mam, were you in the car? No! None of us were, so we can't go on anything but what they are saying. And so far everything Rihanna has said Chris responded to by saying he thinks the things that happened that night should be kept between them. And he has yet to dispute anything she has accused him. He wants to keep it between them because he has so much to lose from it. Not only was he cheating on her (according to what Rihanna said), he beat the SHIT outa her too! From what Rihanna said, he had a text from some girl so she asked about it. Now if your man got a text like that and you thought he was cheating on you I know DAMN WELL, most, if not all of you would ask about it. And if that nigga told you to "drop it" you would go the fuck off(I know I would). THE FUCK YOU MEAN "drop it"? That lets you know he was cheating right there. Answer my fucking question if you don't have anything to hide! And then he beat her because she wanted to know? That's not her starting it. If your man/woman was cheating on you I know most would not sit quiet. That doesn't give your lover the right to beat you like you were gonna kill them first.

Ok, Ok, lets look at it in a different view. Rihanna is your daughter, sister, best friend, cousin or niece. She comes in the house with her face as fucked up as it was in that picture, she tells you that Chris beat her, Are you gonna ask her "did you start it?", NO! And if you do, you should be shot(lmao, not really). If Rihanna started it by hitting him first where is his bruise? Where was he hurt? Why hasn't he said it?... it's OK, I'll wait... you can't find an answer because more than likely, she didn't! And even if she did hit him, that doesn't give him the right to beat her the way he did. That nigga BIT her! Why in the hell is he biting her? Throwing her head into the window and banging it on shit in the car? Now that is a bit much. Unless that bitch pulled out a chainsaw and tried to cut his ass up, that was COMPLETELY unnecessary.



Now, because we don't know what REALLY happened in that car, I'm just gonna go off of what we see. in the pic above Rihanna looks like she got into a fight with a Gorilla that tore her the fuck up. and that's just her face so imagine what else was bruised up on her body. and what did Chris have? NOTHING lol.

I do believe there are 2 sides to every story and i am not a Chris Brown hater(Even to this day i love his music and think he's hot) BUT it sickens me to see how everyone is so quick to blame Rihanna like they were in the back seat lookin at the whole thing. and yeah, maybe you can say i'm doin the same thing but I'm not. I'm goin off what i heard and seen from them! yall goin off of yall hormones and blind accusations. Chris Brown has not once said that Rihanna started it, so wtf are yall talkin about? if it were you in Rihanna position how the fuck would you feel? if you were in Chris' positin you should feel fuckin sorry lol. anywho, i'm done :) i'm already upset over teen moms who are dumb asses. lol but i'll talk about that in my next blog post.

A Kenny K. Royal Poem- Love... No More!

You took me for granted,
you wasted my time.
talked all this shit
and filled my head with lies.

I gave you the best part of me
for almost 2 fuckin years.
I loved you and gave you all of me,
but loving you always brought tears.

I dont know why I did it,
staying around for all this time.
looking past all the bad signs!
I must of been outa my mind.

looking back on all this,
I know one good thing came out of it...
cuz I'll be DAMNED if I ever
let another nigga put me through this shit!

we had something good... we had something nice... and I bet you thought... I'd be there my whole life... sorry to correct you... but I need you to know... the love I give... won't be wasted on you anymore.

A Kenny K. Royal Poem: Sit In Silence

Don't talk just listen to the silence,
Hear my thoughts race,
And my heart pounding'.
Look into my eyes,
see my sorrow,
Look in to my soul,
I'll lose a little more by tomorrow.
Don't talk just sit in silence
Hear my tears fall
As I sit hear crying.
Thoughts in my head got me confused
Forgive and forget?
....I feel so used!
No one to talk to,
No one to trust,
Just sit hear alone,
Protecting myself is a must.
Shhh, don't talk
My emotions are hiding
I'm just gonna sit here...
Sit here in silence!