Jesus... Why?

So Christmas Eve's night and ALL of Christmas, i was SUPER SICK! i couldn't eat, i was dehydrated, my entire body was sore as FUCK, i basically LIVED on the toilet, i had a HORRIBLE headache and i was in bed basically all day. WHY? because my nephew is sick and when i changed his DISGUSTING ass diaper i inhaled his poop a lil bit too much which is obviously a huge problem because hours after that my life felt like it was ending! Now, I'm OK. i feel like i was never sick but i GUARANTEE you i will NEVER change his diaper again. i don't care what the circumstance is. any, i know i haven't been updating my blog much lately, but that's because this season has had me pretty busy lately. i PROMISE i will get back on it starting Monday. :-)

Love ya, Dolls!

Pokemon on Facebook

So Facebook is doin something for Pokemon apparently and i'm missing out on the action. so i found pics of my pokemon team and i love THEM!!!!!!!!! lol. they're my fave 7, but my fave pokemon of ALL TIME is Mew. :-) i'm sorry. Pokemon is just one thing i will NEVER grow out of.


Mew



Torchic



Manaphy



Riolu(the smaller one)



Piplup



Pichu



Mothim

Angelina Jolie's new movie "Salt"

So, I've finally gotten around to getting this movie trailer. I first saw this trailer when i went to see the movie "2012" AND i was SOOOOOOO excited. I LOVE Angelina Jolie in every movie I've seen her in and this movie doesn't look like it's gonna disappoint. i cant wait to see it.

No Homo for Obama

"Patience became the 2009 mantra of the gay rights movement, which generally supports Democrats. Many activists believe that in his heart Obama supports their flagship issues: the ability to serve openly in the armed forces, to be protected from employment in the workplace, and the right to marry (even though he’s on record as favoring civil unions over marriage). But they’ve received almost nothing for their troubles. What the lesbian, gay, bisexual, and transgendered community has learned this year is that the president is ultimately a pragmatist. Although his very presence in the White House is the stuff of culture wars, Obama himself is reluctant to wade into one. Moreover, if socially divisive policies have the potential to compromise his legislative agenda, Obama has proven that he simply won’t pursue them. Expect this tension to become more acute as the 2010 elections loom—and for gay rights to be shunted aside again. The last thing this pragmatist president will do is hand election-year ammunition to an already energized conservative base that’s venomously opposed to gay marriage."

This is what has said on Gay rights in 2010. If this is true, I'm really pissed. I don't even know what to say about this bull. what do you guys think?

3 sum

I didn't really watch this vid, but it's been sitting in my post's privately so i guess i'll let you guys have a view lol

Tyson, Hotrod, Teddy and Camera man

This vid was too long for me to watch so i just saved it on here so when i wanted to see the whole thing i could just come back to my own blog lol. enjoy... hopefully :)!

Rock, Hotrod and Manny

Baby Rico and Skittlez

I fucking LOVE this vid

Tyson and Teddy

O.K, this may be a really old vid, BUT this is my first time seeing it lol. i havent even watched all of it i just posted it on here to make sure i could find it. hope you all like it :)

Booty Pop Pads??? Really?

I may want a bigger ass but i would NEVER wear some shit like this. lol it looks so dumb but hey i bet some people have already baught some. smh at whoever thought this was a good idea.

Jovonnie and City Boi

The acting in the beginning SUCKS, but it's porn so what do you expect? lol but it has Jovonnie in it, and who doesn't like him?

Beyonce ain't got SHIT on Brittany!

Brittany the Chipmunk that is! I bet yall though i had lost my mind, right? haha i found a clip of the new chipmunks movie "Alvin And The Chipmunks: The Squeakquel" of Brittany and the other two(never did care enough to learn their names)female chipmunks performing Beyonce's "Single Ladies" song. omg I LOVE BRITTANY! even when i was a kid watching this show she was always my fave. and in this clip you'll see why. that bitch is AMAZING. she killed the song with her lil voice! lol and that attitude. I'm definitely gonna see this movie when it comes out later this month. She gave Beyonce a run for her money... no, let me not take it that far. hahaha, just watch.

Does Sex Symbol = Hoe?

If you have a very sexual image or are looked at sexually more than anything else(basically a Sex Symbol) does this make you a hoe? You're not sleeping with EVERYONE, you're not havin sex for money and you're not givin blow jobs in a back alley for food stamps... so why do people view you as a hoe? The people callin you a hoe have no clue what your sexual history is, but insist on making it seem as though you sleep with every man/woman you come across. You could be a virgin, but the second you pose for Playboy, all of a sudden people think you slept with tones of people. Why can't some just be comfortable enough with their body to show it off? I get PLENTY of people callin me a hoe because of the sexual pictures I take. I'm usually wearing close to nothing or nothing at all, but this gives no indication of how many men I've slept with OR how often I have sex. I am VERY comfortable in my own skin and with showing my body. And if its MY body why is it hurting you so much? You don't want to see? stop looking. It's not like they have me posted on billboards across the country. To see my photos you have to go to my profile on one of the sites I have an account on. Why do you frequently visit my profile and look at my photos just to tell me that I need to stop "degrading" myself? Or to point out the flaw YOU think I have? And no this isn't directed at one person because I get comments like this quite often from strangers and friends/associates. If I'm comfortable enough to show my body nude or partially nude, that's MY business.

I'm also sick of people telling me "you need to gain some weight". BITCH, you need to lose some! How about that? I have NEVER told someone they need to lose or gain weight because that's none of my damn business. I want to gain weight, yeah, but I don't NEED to. I am at my average weight for my height and age... are you? You got the nerve to come all in my ear tellin me what to do when you're one French fry away from obesity! I'm sick of people that aren't happy with their bodies tellin me what to do with mine. Take yo prudish ass on somewhere and leave me the fuck alone.

Ok I'm done. I needed to get that off my chest. Have a good weekend, Dolls! :)

You Betta Get Into Some BarrettTV

OMFG!!! did I NOT just talk about Haters yesterday? well my buddy, Barrett b.k.a BarrettTV, has mad the FUNNIEST video I've ever seen on Youtube. it's about haters on youtube. even though i can't relate to this because i don't make enough vids to be hated on(except that one time which i refuse to go into again) i can relate with my other sites. OK, so enough talking(typing) because there's really nothin i can say to explain this HILARIOUS vid. you just have to watch. I bet you'll have a smile from ear to ear. unless you're a hater... and if you are, just go jump off of a building. it'll make life a lot easier :)

Time to put a Bitch on Blast!

Lets talk a second about Haters. we all know em. the ones that don't have anything better to do with their day than to talk shit about you. Half the time shouldn't even be opening their mouths. I wasn't gonna use this as a post but i need a post up for today so i said what the hell.

Ok so i was minding my biz just tweeting as usual and all of a sudden i get an email from Myspace telling me someone commented on my status so i go and check. And what do i see? some dip shit talkin shit.

Ok let me a go back real quick to let you know what he was saying that about. My twitter is synced with my Myspace and when i tweet it also shows up on my myspace status. and i tweeted "omg. i hate my smile so much. i look a mess lol" so he said "god yes you do..". When i read it i was like, who in the hell is this before i curse they ass out. i go check and he is not someone i know so i said "Excuse me but who in hell are you?". That's when this nigga comes back with "i'm paris chanel london!! someone who looks way better then you i hate to break it to you but someone has too your ugly sorry you will never model !". DO YALL KNOW HOW HARD I LAUGHED? i went and checked his profile out again and while lookin through his pics i notice that this is the SAME dumb ass BITCH that i got into it with like 4 months after starting my damn Myspace. he said basically the same shit back then. callin me ugly and what not. and i couldn't even get mad. how do you get mad at a big ass messy lookin hoe callin you ugly? so i said "LMFAO. Boy, you are sooo funny. i remember yo black ass from a couple years ago. why are you still on my friends list if i'm so ugly? and from the looks of it, you should be the VERY last person to call anyone ugly. sorry to break it to YOU! :)". i sat there and thought about that shit for a min. this nigga must be either really self conscious and thinks... no, KNOWS he's a mess or just flat out jealous. Why in the hell do you keep comin at me tellin me how YOU think you look better than me? I'm not the type to say who i look better than because i may think that but someone else may not. but this hoe DAMN SURE dont look better than me. and if he really felt like he look beter than me, why must he announce it every chance he gets? aint nothin about him better than me and imma need him to notice that and stay off my damn myspace. imma need him not hate me because he hates himself. dont nobody take this nigga serious lol. but whateva i garuntee you this aint over. he gon come for me out of nowhere again.. smh. but this will be the last time i mention him on my blog. i refuse to feed into his mess. lol

All i wanna say is "F.U.C.K YOU" :D

Later,Dolls!

A Kenny K. Royal Poem: Handcuffed

your love trapped me
had me lookin stupid.
or was it all me?
just blaming you for it

confined to just you
not able to stray far
stuck in this lie
even as it fell apart

your love was like handcuffs
and i just couldn't break free
but something has snapped
and I'm gettin hit by reality

your love was all fake
and i finally can see that
I'm takin off these handcuffs
and I'm never coming back

you had me handcuffed to you
and believing all your lies
but now that they're off...
no more lies, just say goodbye.

Model of the Day: Raquel Reed

NO your eyes are not playing tricks on you. Today's model is a girl. I love her teal colored hair and I HAD to share her! lol I wont be posting many girls as my model of the day but sometimes I'm gonna have to if they stand out enough for me. I fell in love with her a year ago and i recently saw her myspace again and had to post her on here :)

Teen Moms... Get a Fuckin Clue!!!

I was sittin here watching MTV's show "16 and Pregnant" and got really pissed. ok let me start off by saying that I'm not speaking to all teen moms because there are some that own up to their shit and grow up quickly. I'm talkin to the girls that go into this thinking that havin a baby is like havin a new purse or outfit. Making deals and shit with their friends to see who can get pregnant first, being stupid enough to think that at the age of 14 they are gonna have the baby and get married to "The love of their lives"... BITCH PLEASE!!! i hate girls like that. then when their man leaves them while they're still pregnant they act surprised. When the baby is born they wanna catch an attitude with the world like it's not they fault. gettin mad at the baby because They don't have time to themselves, they can't go out anymore, they have to spend most of their money on the baby, they can't do anything for themselves... blah, blah FUCKIN blah, Bitch! yo ass should've thought about all that when you decided to spread yo legs to that dead beat mutha fucka you ended up with. don't get mad at the baby like i was whispering in your ear "sleep with him". and don't get mad at other people because they don't wanna take care of YOUR responsibility. you thought you were a fuckin adult before, so act like it now! YOU chose to lay with dude, YOU chose to prance around like being pregnant is a game, YOU made that choice to not protect yourself with a condom or birth control or even abstinence. so i hope YOU don't think I am gonna show sympathy towards you for your own stupid decisions. but like i said, there are those rare cases where the mom owns up to her shit. i still personally don't think ANYONE should have a child until they are financially stable enough to take care of one. and out of their fuckin parents home, but that's my opinion and some dumb asses will ignore it no matter how much since it makes. like i always say... Humans annoy me! lol

Rihanna did NOT Deserve it!!!

I am SOOOO sick of hearing people talk shit about Rihanna after the whole Chris Brown thing. And it's mostly women! Shouldn't you be on her side? I wouldn't be surprised if it was some ignorant ass men but WOMEN? Yall should be ashamed? Most of the time I hear people saying "She deserved it", "she was askin for it", "She started it"... umm Mam, were you in the car? No! None of us were, so we can't go on anything but what they are saying. And so far everything Rihanna has said Chris responded to by saying he thinks the things that happened that night should be kept between them. And he has yet to dispute anything she has accused him. He wants to keep it between them because he has so much to lose from it. Not only was he cheating on her (according to what Rihanna said), he beat the SHIT outa her too! From what Rihanna said, he had a text from some girl so she asked about it. Now if your man got a text like that and you thought he was cheating on you I know DAMN WELL, most, if not all of you would ask about it. And if that nigga told you to "drop it" you would go the fuck off(I know I would). THE FUCK YOU MEAN "drop it"? That lets you know he was cheating right there. Answer my fucking question if you don't have anything to hide! And then he beat her because she wanted to know? That's not her starting it. If your man/woman was cheating on you I know most would not sit quiet. That doesn't give your lover the right to beat you like you were gonna kill them first.

Ok, Ok, lets look at it in a different view. Rihanna is your daughter, sister, best friend, cousin or niece. She comes in the house with her face as fucked up as it was in that picture, she tells you that Chris beat her, Are you gonna ask her "did you start it?", NO! And if you do, you should be shot(lmao, not really). If Rihanna started it by hitting him first where is his bruise? Where was he hurt? Why hasn't he said it?... it's OK, I'll wait... you can't find an answer because more than likely, she didn't! And even if she did hit him, that doesn't give him the right to beat her the way he did. That nigga BIT her! Why in the hell is he biting her? Throwing her head into the window and banging it on shit in the car? Now that is a bit much. Unless that bitch pulled out a chainsaw and tried to cut his ass up, that was COMPLETELY unnecessary.



Now, because we don't know what REALLY happened in that car, I'm just gonna go off of what we see. in the pic above Rihanna looks like she got into a fight with a Gorilla that tore her the fuck up. and that's just her face so imagine what else was bruised up on her body. and what did Chris have? NOTHING lol.

I do believe there are 2 sides to every story and i am not a Chris Brown hater(Even to this day i love his music and think he's hot) BUT it sickens me to see how everyone is so quick to blame Rihanna like they were in the back seat lookin at the whole thing. and yeah, maybe you can say i'm doin the same thing but I'm not. I'm goin off what i heard and seen from them! yall goin off of yall hormones and blind accusations. Chris Brown has not once said that Rihanna started it, so wtf are yall talkin about? if it were you in Rihanna position how the fuck would you feel? if you were in Chris' positin you should feel fuckin sorry lol. anywho, i'm done :) i'm already upset over teen moms who are dumb asses. lol but i'll talk about that in my next blog post.

Model of the Day: Mike B

Either Those Girls are lying or Tiger Woods is One Big Man Whore!!

O.K, i told myself i wouldn't put my $1.13 cent into this, but i can't help it! WHY IN THE HELL are so many women coming out of the wood works saying that they had an affair with Tiger Woods? either they're lying or he is a huge man whore. and I'd like to think that he wouldn't do something like this but you never really know what those quiet ones are up to. So apparently more than just 2 women are saying that they have had an affair with Tiger.



I blame Rachel Uchitel for starting all this bull. she's the first bitch to say something which just spiraled out of control and now everyone is talking crazy.




Then came Jaimee Grubbs, this bitch just started talkin RECKLESS. she was all in for spillin his dirt about his insecurities like his small calves and how he would text her from a different number (oooh). Those were the only two i knew about at first THEN i saw these other girls!!! Where are they coming from?



Next there was Kalika Moquin who really isn't saying much in fear of losing her job, but people say that the last time she and Tiger hooked up was October 23rd.



Then came Jamie Jungers. She's a model wanna be and it's weird because her mom, of all people, and former boss confirmed that the rumors were true. allegedly She and Tiger met at a Vegas party and had an affair for 18 months.. mmhmm *gives side eye*




Another lady isn't even telling her true identity. but she talked through her lawyer who talked to TMZ saying that Tiger told her his marriage was just a publicity thing. According to mystery lady, the two allegedly met in 2004 when she was a cocktail waitress at the Roxy nightclub in Orlando, Fla. At that point Tiger was only engaged to Elin, but the alleged affair lasted for two years—well, after the couple were married.




Then there's this porn star bitch, Holly Sampson, that is saying "no comment" to everything but at the same time there isn't even any allegations to go on so why is she even being considered? idk... moving to the next




Cori Rist, had a 6 month fling with Tiger a year ago. supposedly, he would fly her out to be with him while he was on tour. he had a whole lil sneaky routine on how to keep his fling a secret: "Tiger would typically get a large suite at a hotel. Someone would book Cori an adjacent room so she wouldn't be seen coming into his room. He would get the presidential suite. It was the ultimate in luxury." She and Tiger were supposedly spotted together at Butter just four weeks ago. And there was one good thing to come out of this whole affair: Cori scored her 7-year-old son an autographed golf club.




Lastly, there is Mindy Lawton. She and Tiger allegedly had a year long affair back in 2006. she had no problem spilling EVERYTHING. She say's "He wanted sex all over the house, but not where he slept with Elin...Sometimes I looked like a rag doll after we'd made love. He wanted to spank me and loved pulling my hair as we had sex...He is also very well endowed." (oooh Tiger what you packin?) it all ended 2007.

there is reportedly more, but i don't have time to go through the list of potentially lying whores! i hope Tiger gets out of this ok. but if he's lying... his wife needs to get tested for S.T.D'S and leave his ass. lol

What the Hell is up with the Hiltons?

O.K I'm not a hater of the Hilton Family. and everyone that really know me knows how much i LOVE Paris. but WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON WITH THEM? Paris Tweeted today that someone broke into her sister Nicky's place today.it's like someone is always stealing from them. it's ridiculous. as much money as they have they should be able to step up their security measures for these crazed people that are robbing them. i say they should get a guard dog or something for their homes when they are away. It'll bite the shit out of anyone that steps in... i likes that idea lol.

$100K isn't enough, Levi Johnston!?

I'm so sick of hearing people talk about this guy. Honestly what has he done but impregnate the daughter of Sara Palin? First, PlayGirl got him to pose for their magazine and now the Gay porn company, Corbin Fisher, was reportedly in serious talks with Levi Johnston for a weeks worth of work in front of their cameras. He was offered $100,000 for three solo scenes and one profile as well as "a short interview after which [he] would be asked to masturbate on camera to completion." but then Levi's peeps said that $100,000 wasn't enough money for him. what!!? BITCH WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE? You should be happy that anyone even wants you to be nude on that site because from what I've seen... you're body is not that hot. I hope to God they don't offer his ass anymore money. it's so not worth it. his dick is probably 2 inches anyway... smh. let me stop hatin hahaha.

Later, Dolls!

Model of the Day: Marcus Patrick

Rihanna on SNL

I know i may be late with this, but this is my first time seeing this clips. i didnt even know she went on SNL. but her lil skit was funny. not HILARIOUS but funny. here it is

Leave it to a Black Woman!!!!!

I was just on Facebook mindin my biz when i saw this crazy ass "TRUE" story on my friends status... this is a mess!

"Well, it appears our African-American friends have found yet something else to be pissed about. A black congresswoman (this would be Sheila Jackson Lee, of Houston ), reportedly complained that the names of hurricanes are all Caucasian sounding names.


She would prefer some names that reflect African-American culture such as Chamiqua, Tanisha, Woeisha, Shaqueal, and Jamal. I am NOT making this up!


She would also like the weather reports to be broadcast in 'language' that street people can understand because one of the problems that happened in New Orleans was, that black people couldn't understand the seriousness of the situation, due to the racially biased language of the weather report.


I guess if the weather person says that the winds are going to blow at 140+ MPH, that's too hard to understand!!


I can hear it now: A weatherman in New Orleans says...


Wazzup, mutha-fukkas! Hehr-i-cane Chamiqua be headin' fo' yo ass like Leroy on a crotch rocket!
Bitch be a category fo'! So, turn off dem chitlins, grab yo' chirren, leave yo crib, and head fo' de nearest FEMA office fo' yo FREE shit..

It's true!"

I can't do anything but SMH @ this story. if it's true, black people have a lot of work to do... and i'm not helpin... I'm goin to Canada

The Victoria's Secret Fashion Show '09

SOOOO, I missed The Victoria's Secret Fashion Show this year because i was too busy doing other shit and dint take the time to find out that it aired on the 1st of December and not on the 5Th, like last year. ANYWAY, i finally saw it online today and as usual, it was sooo SEXY! i may be gay, but i sure do love watching those Victoria's Secret Angles walk the runway. i think a woman's body is really fucking sexy... too bad I'm gay tho lol. if you'd like to see the show i got the vid so ENJOY!!!

THIS BITCH CAN SING!!!

I love this girl so much. my cuzzin turned me on to her like a month ago and i'm serious as hell when i say, "THIS BITCH CAN SING"! i wanted to post the first vid i saw of her when i saw it like late October, BUT i never got around to it. but i just saw that she made another vid singing "Russian Roulette" by Rihanna and it made me go ape shit! i love when rihanna sings it but this girl just KILLED it for me. i hope you guys like it as much as i did ;D

Music.Lust.Odyssey, Pt. 5

Lloyd was caught in the middle of a would-be passion filled moment, his ringing phone in hand. Lil Wayne sat up, still atop him, and asked glibly, "You gon' answer it, li'l one?" Lloyd sat up against the headboard, propping a cream shaded silk-cased pillow between himself and Lil Wayne. He pressed send, and slowly prepared to speak.

"Wassup?" he asked slowly, trying to hide the guilt and nervosity, his head still somewhat spinning. "Hey what's good withchu shawty?" asked Yung Berg; he continued, "I called once earlier, but you didn't answer though. You miss me? I miss you, fam" he said. "Ummm. Yea, you know I do," said Lloyd. His insides were fluttering rapidly with butterflies. He was scatterbrained and confused, trying his best to keep his composure in his tight situation. Wayne waited patiently, rubbing his hand lightly across Lloyd's chest back and forth. "So, I know you still in ATL right now, but what you think about going to these couple of premieres in LA with me when you get back; You know, get some time out together," "Look at you sounding concerned," said Lloyd with a laugh. He was unsure whether to express the emotion that he wanted Yung Berg to feel, or keep his cool and stay on good terms with Wayne. He froze for a moment, in thought, and let Berg continue to speak. "Yea, I got a nice li'l surprise for you too when I see you; and trust me, this one ain't nothing you gon' expect,"

"I can't wait to see it," said Lloyd, unenthusiastic in his moment of bewilderment. "I'm sorry, I'm most definitely glad to hear from you, but I really gotta go," said Lloyd. "Oh, well alri–" said Yung Berg being cut off as Lloyd quickly ended the call. Wayne was calmly breathing into his neck as he liesurely gave him kiss after kiss. Lloyd sat his phone back down, and the room returned to darkness. "Who was that sexy?" asked Lil Wayne, moving backward so that he was kneeling before him on the bed. "Nothing important," lied Lloyd. "Now, come here. I got sumthin for you," he said to Wayne pulling him forward by the arm. He didn't want to focus on anything in particular at that point. He knew what he was doing wasn't exactly what he wanted, but also knew laying alone would only drive him crazy with deliberation. Really, he wanted to just let it all go, and relax. This was the only way he saw at that exact moment to just take himself away from it all. With that decided, he ardently immersed himself in Lil Wayne, and for that moment devoted his mind, body, and spirit to their sexual connection. His lips met Wayne's in the most amorous way he knew how. Attempting to find the gray area between gentle and rough, he embraced him fully, grabbing onto his satisfyingly rotund ass; which almost directly contradicted his otherwise toned physique. It drove Wayne crazy to see Lloyd so aggressive, and he responded equally. He pinned him down by the arms and laid into him, briskly grabbing at his exposed dick and balls. He began to lick his way down Lloyd's body. He fondled around Lloyd's nipples with his tongue. Lloyd bit his lip in pleasure, and clutched the covers as his sexual desire built up even further. He couldn't see a thing in the darkness but he felt Wayne going lower and lower on him.

Wayne finally reached his belly button, & kissed and licked that as well. He was just above his pubic hair as he swiftly, grabbed Lloyd's legs and lifted them above him. Without a moment's notice, he plunged his face into Lloyd's supple ass. Lloyd kept his eyes closed and a wad of blanket clutched in his hand, as he held the back of Wayne's head with the other. Wayne worked on Lloyd's warm anal ring with great zest, building up a nice layer of saliva on the surface. He squeezed his cheeks hard, and pushed his mouth further in, his tongue and lips positively whirling in Lloyd's ass. In nearly unheard of passion, Lloyd released a sound even he couldn't comprehend, but Wayne knew that meant he was doing something right. "Mmm Hmm, yell for yo' daddy li'l one," he said to Lloyd, spanking him yet again. Wayne turned him over quickly, and poised his fully erect huge dick behind him, ready to insert. "Fuck! yea!" Lloyd proclaimed as Wayne forced his dick into him. Lloyd was taken aback, yet pleased. Wayne was simply barbaric as he pounded him from behind. After the first few minutes of sex-crazed ass smacking thrusts, Lloyd mind began to wander to places he was completely unsure of. Under the influences of the remains of the liquor, and the unanticipated erotic encounter he was experiencing, he fell into a state of near unawareness. Either Wayne's dick was just that good, or he was really going through some stuff…. or both. Wayne pounded him on an on, with the stamina of a marathon runner. He occasionally slowed down and drove his entire shaft deep into him, pulling his head back and kissing him at the same time.

He turned him back over and stood in front of the bed, over him. "Come here," he said grabbing him by the leg, in the darkness. He picked him up, and Lloyd wrapped his arms around his neck, and his legs around his waist. Wayne placed his palms under his ass, and held him up as his throbbing dick head once again met Lloyd's sultry entrance. Moaning and breathing heavily, Lloyd sucked Wayne's lip as he began to bounce up and down on his waist, locked at the ankles, and holding tightly around his neck with one arm and grasping his lower back with the other. With their hot bodies pressed against one another's, Wayne leaned against the wall behind him as Lloyd continued to ride him. It had been about 45 minutes at this point, a short encounter for Wayne but Lloyd's longest with a man yet; and Wayne didn't want to give him more than he could handle although he didn't know he already had. Still in control of the situation, he felt his climax coming. He sped up for a moment, his dick sliding in and out smoothly. Finally, he laid Lloyd on the bed and pulled out. He began to cum, and soon a small puddle of his nut was on Lloyd's stomach. Wayne took a few heaving breaths, and got to his knees in front of him. He then began to lick Lloyd's stomach clean of his own cum, after which he kissed Lloyd one last time.

Still in complete darkness, Wayne plopped himself on the bed next to Lloyd, who still hadn't spoken a word. "You 'iight?" whispered Wayne to him, rubbing his hand across his thigh. "..damn," uttered Lloyd. "That's what I like to hear," replied Wayne. Though he may not have said for the reason Wayne thought, he let him believe so. The guilt began to set in, he was forced back into reality. And all the thoughts he wanted to surpress were flooding back in. However there was one thing Wayne's outstanding dick did allow him to do to avoid it all: and that was sleep…

Lloyd awoke the next morning, alone under a sheet. Somehow, he was wearing a t-shirt and his boxers once again. As usual, he immediately turned to his phone. It almost shocked him at the small amount of calls, texts, etc. he'd missed. He had about 14 messages and 20 texts. The most recent text message was from Wayne. "I'm ova @ tha dealership shawty brb" it read. Lloyd saw this as his only moment to leave, and so he did. After getting dressed, he was sure he'd left something behind, but he didn't care. He rushed out of the house, without even taking time to see if anyone was there. One of Wayne's own drivers took him home, and by his request did so without haste.

Once he was home, he immediately closed himself in the room he'd put his temporary things in, and called Nic, his assistant. The phone rang no more than twice before he answered, "Yo! Where you been, we been calling man," "What time is my flight back to L.A. again?" Lloyd asked hurriedly. "12, you ready?" Nic asked. It was 10:30. "Can it leave any sooner?" asked Lloyd. "Maybe, why you in a rush?" said Nic. "Nah man, just curious. I'm gonna call you in a minute I just gotta take care of somethin'" Lloyd replied, hanging up before Nic could even begin to say goodbye.

He kept his phone in his pocket unless he heard Nic's ringtone or his mother's as he left the house. He was almost sure one of the calls he ignored was Lil Wayne's but he didn't really care. He was just eager to get back to LA as soon as possible. On the way back, all he could do is think. He thought about the possibility of telling Yung Berg what happened. He thought about doing it again once or twice. He felt as if he'd cheated on Berg, but they weren't even dating; and he knew telling him that would just drive him even further away. He'd become quite the contemplative young man lately, and he wasn't sure if he liked it. Before he knew it, he'd fallen asleep and landed in LA.

He and Nic chatted subtlly about his business ventures and upcoming shows on the way to their hotel. He also had a photoshoot that day, but was in no mood to be posing for cameras- the paparazzi was enough of a burden. Once in the hotel, he called Yung Berg immediately. "What's poppin'?" Berg answered happily. "Yo, i'm back in LA, same hotel and all. What's good?" asked Lloyd. "Well lucky for you the because….." said Yung Berg followed by a long pause. There was aknock at his door. It was Nic, however. "Aye man, I just came by to tell you something right quick" he said. He then began to make his way into the room, and from behind him emerged Yung Berg. "… because I'm here too!" said Berg, hanging up the phone as he greeted Lloyd in person. "Surprise, Surprise!" said Nic laughing as he left and closed the door behind him.

Lloyd was finally back person to person with him. He wanted to keep his cool, maintain his swagger, but the moment their hands met he melted inside. "You seem like somethin' bothering you dog. Well I got the perfect pick-me-up for you," he said turning around and dropping his jacket. He had a new tattoo on the back of his neck, it was Aaliyah. "I like that….She's beautiful," "Yea but that one's a lil more sentimental for me. I got somethin' for you," Berg said. He lifted up his shirt and revealed another new tattoo. This one was on his lower back, in long cursive letters. It read, "Ladi" Lloyd's nickname since childhood. Seeing this hurt Lloyd, because his feelings were stronger and he knew what he'd done. He smiled, though. "How you gon' do somethin' like that for me? How long you had it?" asked Lloyd, grabbing his hands. "A while now. Look I just, I know what you been goin' through cause it's new to us to even be involved with each other like this. You was my bestfriend before we did it, and you still are. Just know i'm still here, anytime you need me," said Yung Berg. He wasn't really planning on taking it much further than sex the first time, but started to feel a stronger connection to Lloyd, and he didn't really want to fight it.

Lloyd immediately released all his emotions. "I wanna be more to you. Back when you used to be with them girls I used to see how you treated them, and I want that. I think about you alot, man. I don't know if I'm supposed to feel this way, but I like it. I don't want to run you away but I just can't help the way I feel. I feel like….. I think… I love you. It's hard to say but I think I fell in love with you. And it's just so hard for me to do that because I messed up. In Atlanta I–" Yung Berg cut him off and kissed him. There was a momentary silence. "You tell me you love me… and I think I'm ready for it, this is what I want to do. So if you love me, then i'm yours. You brave as hell for being able to tell me, but I wanna be with you. Only you," he said. Lloyd had to tell him, right away. "I fucked Wayne….and I'm not sure why," He expected this to be the moment Berg flipped out on him. Under the assumption that it occurred long ago, Berg dismissed it, "Well that was then, this is now. This is us… No stress, baby," His words took a major weight off of Lloyd's shoulders, and he immediately grabbed him and held him tightly. He could move forward, they could be happy. He thought, 'It's in the past, and I can just move on. It's over….. isn't it?"

Model of the Day: Christian Fletcher