Model of the Week: Damon Danilo

There's a New Nightmare on Elm St.

In honor of the new "Nightmare On Elm Street" movie(out tonight), I've decided to take on a new persona in some new photos.

"Kenny Krueger will be your best and last wet dream. The second you fall asleep Kenny Kruger appears, fully nude with sex appeal that can not be ignored. He seduces you into having sex with him and before you know it, you're naked as well. you're having the best sex you've ever had and once you begin to climax, Kenny Krueger kills you."


I would have had more pics, but my camera broke :(. anyway, I hope you guys like the pics I posted and go see "Nightmare on Elm St." tonight. I know I will.

Christina Aguilera's New Video!

This video is AMAZING!!!!!! i love everything about it. A lot of people are saying that she is copying Lady Gaga, but i don't think so. yeah there is similarities, but Lady Gaga did NOT invent every damn thing that is outrageous or really over the top. if that's the case when can say that Lady Gaga is copying Madonna. I honestly think people are putting too much attention into it. does it matter if she copied her or not? i don't think so. anyway just enjoy the vid, Dolls.

I'm Bisexual!

OK, of course i'm not Bi(I'm strictly dickly), but i want to know why do so many gay people put down and degrade bi-sexuals? "You can only like one, you can't have both" is not an answer that's gonna fly with me. I don't understand how a group of people that are being judged for basically the same thing can put down another group of people. I hear people saying things like "You can't like both"... WHO ARE YOU TO SAY THAT? just like a white person doesn't know what it's like to be black and a straight person doesn't know what it's like to be gay, no one knows what it's like to be bi unless they are in fact bi. I think some people are afraid of the competition because not only do you have to compete against guys, but also girls. Thats not a reason to hate someone tho. I think people should just mind their business if they don't know what they're talking about. You're not bi so what make you think you have the right to tell a bisexual person they can only like 1 sex? that's the same as a straight person tell a gay person they can only like the opposite sex. Why can't we all as a people just except that there are people different than ourselves and embrace it instead of hating it? if the world was full of people that were EXACTLY the same this would be an awfully boring place.

Maybe we hate people that are different because we aren't ver comfortable with ourselves. i say this because before i became comfortable with myself i wouldn't be caught dead with a gay guy that was really feminine or that was openly gay. i used to talk shit about those kinds of people and everything. Once i started to be more comfortable with myself i started to see the error in my ways. i will hang out with any gay guy now as long as i like their personality. if a gay guy wants to wear heels with me when we go out, I won't have any problems with it. I think a lot of people need to learn that hating on someone else not cute. it's ok to have your own opinion, but thats WAY different than hating. If you see a guy in heels and you say to yourself or a friend "I could never wear heels" or "wearing heels isn't for me" that's stating your opinion. But if you go out of your way to make the person feel bad and say thing=s like "He a fuckin fag" or "he look stupid as hell with them heels on" You're a hater. what was the point of doin all that? did you get paid? did some one pay you in anyway? No? so there was no point!

I wish this world was a more understanding world. But there will always be dumb asses. Just live your life, Dolls!

Kimo Gets Kenny's Stamp of Approval!

I don't consider myself the King of photography or anything, but i KNOW a good photo when I see it. OK, so today i was on Facebook to reply to a comment someone left on my wall. While doing so i saw that my friend, Kimo, had a new photo album. i went and looked the photos and BOY was i blown away. He always takes great photos, but there was something about this album that just blew me away. I just HAD to post a blog about it. The photos(seen above) are just that special. The quality of the photos are PHENOMENAL! The outfit he's wearing seems to blend seamlessly with the location he is in. The lighting fits the feel of the photo BRILLIANTLY. and the model, himself, knows how to pose in a fucking photo. the poses are like the cherry on top of a PERFECT sundae.

I also have to give props to the photographer. According to Kimo, her name is Rosa Le Blanc. Well Rosa, I'd like to thank you for capturing these amazing photos! You did an awesome job!

Kimo also wrote this poem titled "Magnum Opus". It's amazing poem too. hope you Dolls like it :)

*I dedicate this to all my lovely friends, my family, my lovingly sweet little brother, Nikkos. I know that even if there is no future Big love for me, I will always have you. I am so humbled and thankful for that. There is no greater love on Earth than your love. And I am always refining and bettering myself and my love for you, it is my Magnum Opus (my greatest work) ♥

From the rocks it grew
Up to the Heavens, back to you,
Upon the wings of butterflies
It formed a bee line.

From the spring it surfaced,
Brimming with youth, with purpose.
My faith renewed, my eyes reopened
Upon my vila and my rye.

You are my lotus blooming,
Sweet and pure, never quavering
Under the eye of opposition;
You are love personified.

Like tendrils you clung to me
To bind a sacred ribbon ceremoniously.
You’ve made me one with nature;
Your love was crystallized.

Sweet angelic forms
Dance in the light;
Sea foam, bubbles
And drifting tides,
Valleys sink in
And mountains rise --
Platonic perfection;
Love was meant to be mine.

I’ll nurture all your elements,
Hone your fire, water your plants,
Sweep all the dust from your welcome mat;
My love was meant to be yours.

I’ll paint the dawn in your sky,
I’ll hum the wind, illuminate the light,
I’ll write your lefts; your secrets untouched.
Love shall be my greatest work
Because you loved me first.

Model of the Week: Andre Hall

"Getting Even"

A couple days ago I read a tweet from a good friend of mine(@CjKaiTv) that said:

"#TheresNothingLike realizing that "getting even" is childish, immature, and will never fill the void you desire"


I agree with that statement %100. Everyone that really knows me, KNOWS that once you fuck me over I am going to "get even"! Yes, I believe it's childish and immature, but it's like an impulse. I don't really rationalize things when I want revenge. That doesn't mean I'm gonna get into anything physical, but I will do something that will effect you in some way. My most memorable moment was when I was 14 or 15 and a friend of mine was talking shit about me behind my back. He was talking so much shit that it got me really upset and I wanted a way to get back at him without fighting. His boyfriend at the time had a huge crush on me so... I seduced him and slept with him. We had sex quite often and my friend knew, but he could never find proof and that drove him CRAZY. All the while I was loving every second of it. I was "getting back" and getting some pretty great sex.

Now that I'm older, when I reflect on it, I feel really bad. It was so dumb and childish of me and I am not proud of my actions at all. I usually don't allow my feelings to get hurt easily, but when a friend that I hold close or an ex does something to me that really hurts I do what I can to "get even". And because I know these people's weakness', it's pretty easy. I go for what I know will hurt them the most. It makes me feel good for the initial period, but after that I feel so immature. I've calmed down on the whole "getting even" thing but it's so hard to completely stop. It's like an addiction and when I get hurt it takes everything in me to just let it go and not get even. Like I said, my friends statement is true. Once you realize how childish and unnecessary "getting even" is, you really start to grow.

I hope I wasn't rambling in this post lol. When I have a lot on my mind it usually seems that way.

"Oh Mother" - Christina Aguilera

I LOVE tis song by Christina Aguilera. this is my first time seeing her perform it live. it's Called Oh Mother" and every time i hear it i have to fight back tears. it's such an emotional song. I hope you guys like it as much as i do.

YOU Are Doing a Bit Much!

so i was just going through one of my friends twitpic's when i cam across this screen cap:

I DIED laughing at this shit! If we have trust issues it does NOT give you the right to take a gun and fuck me in the ass with it to force me to trust you. thats a bit much. and the guy is a fool, in my opinion, for staying with that fucking nut job! if you wanted me to trust you all you had to do is prove your trust worthy by staying faithful or something. Fucking me with a gun is a bit extreme, don't you think? and the guy says "We never had trust issues again". Not only would we not have trust issues again, we would NEVER be together again.

Should I Not Go To That Store?

O.K, I haven't been blogging in like a week so let me get into some shit that just recently happened to me. I went back to this grocery store that I haven't been to in like 3 weeks since my last altercation there. And OMFG yet ANOTHER bitch gave me some attitude. So after I was done grocery shopping my mom had to run back into the store to get something. My cousin and I were sitting outside and we saw 2 dogs in a shopping cart. I go over and look at the puppies to see if they had like an address or something on their collar, but they didn't. so I'm just petting them and rubbing them because one of the guys that was collecting carts said that the dogs had been there for a while and no one knew who they belonged too. I was gonna take them home and bathe them and what not if no one had came for them by the time my mom came back out of the store. The dogs were so dirty and one of them had a whole bunch of nasty stuff around it's eyes. i felt so bad for them. then, all of a sudden i hear someone say "hey, get away from them, those are mine" in a REALLY nasty sounding voice. when i turned around I saw this short, cracked head looking, crusty lipped bitch giving me a stank face. I got upset and said "Bitch, well don't just leave your damn dogs out here like that you could've brought them in the store. i thought someone abandoned them". my cousin started laughing and the lady said "Mind your business and ran into the store. the bitch tried to play me so i told the manager and the manager had a cop make her leave immediately. i waved by to her so she could know I was the one that got that bitch put out lol. YEP, that's right! I'm a snitch! LOL

Model of the Week: Brooks Saible

Pamela Anderson is Back for Another Week!!!

My Girl Pamela Anderson is back on Dancing with the Stars for another week!! I'm so happy. i was gonna be so upset if she didn't make it because last episode she was in the bottom 2. what i don't get is how that old guy made it this far? he's always at the bottom and he really can't dance. Pam hasn't dropped lower than the third highest score this whole season. that's how you know this show is just about how many fans you have and not about actual talent. Honestly, i want Pam to win because i love her, but i feel like Nicole will win. i thought that when i first saw that she was gonna be on the show. and she is always in first place. i hope Pam stays on to the final 3 at least. GO TEAM PAM!!!!

Movie Review: Why Did I Get Married Too?

I saw this movie tonight and i swear to you that this is Tyler Perry's best movie BY FAR! i fuckin loved it! if you've seen the first, you have to see this on because Angela is back and crazier than ever. You know she was wild and crazy in the first, but i think she was worse in this movie(still funny tho). This movie sent me through so many emotions. I was happy one minute then i was sad then i was laughing then i was crying then i was in shock then i was pissed off lol. i was completely bipolar in that theater! and the ending was what got me the most. OMG i hate trying to explain this movie without giving away too much. I'm the type of person that is ALWAYS asking people to tell me what happened in the movie before i see it because idc, but if someone had told me ANY details of this movie i would have been so pissed at them lol. The movie portrays every kind of relationship and you are so drawn into the characters. especially if you've seen the first movie.

Janet Jackson's acting in this movie was PHENOMENAL. I've never considered her a bad actress, but i have never seen her this good. she has to win an award for this movie! if she doesn't I'm gonna stab a bitch lol. they sad that this movie was in the process of shooting when her brother Michael died. i believe that she used this movie to let some of her anger and frustration out.

I know some maybe tired of Tyler Perry's movies because they're all basically about the same thing, but CHIIIIIIIIIILE you have to see this one. if you see it and don't like it i will pay you however much you paid to see the movie... Not really, but just see the movie Dolls!!!

Model of the Week: Gabriel C.

Are You Gay?

Is it ever really an appropriate time to ask someone if they're gay or not? My best friend and I were watching this vid(Seen Below) on Youtube and the video was about "Is it OK to ask someone if they're gay?". In MY opinion, there are certain situations where i believe it's OK to do it. like if we're talking on a friendship level and i start getting the feeling that you like me... wait, but then i think the better question would be "Do You like me?" or could i still ask "are you gay?"? see, I'm starting to have second thoughts because at first i felt like there are only certain situations that you can ask that question, but now that I'm sitting here typing and actually trying to think about situation's, I feel differently. I can say that i never think it's OK for you to do it in a public setting with a bunch of people around. if you really want to know that badly take them somewhere in private and ask. If you have a feeling that the person is gay 9 times out of 10 they really are. And it's really none of your business if the person is gay or not. the only thing being gay means is that you like the same sex, so what someone else does in their personal life has nothing to do with you unless you're married to that person!

I know some homophobes will say that they don't wanna be friends with a gay person, but i honestly don't think these people know how stupid they sound when they say something like that. What sense does it make to end a friendship with someone just because they're gay? Let's say you guys have been friends for , i don't know, 2 years. The guy/girl at some point tells you that they're gay. what about them changes from those past 2 years to now? NOTHING! they are still the same person. All they did was let you in on a part of their personal life. you should feel happy that they're comfortable enough and trust you enough to tell you something like that. Being gay doesn't completely define a person, just like being straight doesn't completely define a person. when someone says to me "So tell me about yourself" i don't respond "I'm Gay!". What is that gonna tell someone beside that i date men? NOTHING. Being gay isn't who i am, it's a small piece of the puzzle that makes me who i am... did that make sense?

I think i just went on a rant because i don't think i actually got the point i was trying to make lol. maybe you guys can help. What do you guys think? Is it ever appropriate to as someone "are you gay?"? if so tell me what the situation would have to be. and if not, tell me why you think so.

Later, Dolls
And Happy Easter!!!!





This video pertains more to my post yesterday, but i couldn't find it so you can just watch it now. the video is 24 mins long, but you really should watch it. he speaks the truth through the whole thing. If you don't wanna sit and watch a video for that long, just keep it playing in the background and go do whatever else you want to do. i think EVERYONE should here this. i love his vids!

"I Do it Because I Want To!"

If you saw me walking down the street in a pair of these, what thought would run through your head? would you instantly get a bad taste in your mouth? would you say to me "why are you wearing those?"? would you scream some derogatory word at me just because you were uncomfortable?

What if i had a coordinating outfit and accessories along with it? would that take you over the edge to see a boy wearing feminine clothes? would it make you lash out like some wild animal to prove a point that really is small minded? would it make you think any less of me as a person because i have the courage to not lie to myself and conform to what society says is the correct way for a boy to dress?

Now let's throw in something else. what if i added a wig and/or a full face of make up to finish it all up? would you still get all emotional about and place your opinion somewhere that it was not asked to be placed? would you knock me down a peg by telling me why i shouldn't be wearing what I'm wearing because YOU think it's wrong in some way?

if so i have one question for you:

"Why are you so worried about it?"

i more than likely wont be wearing any heels or things like that, but there are plenty of people that do. and even more that are too scared to do it even though they really want to. They're scared of being teased and taunted every time they decide to go out with their heels on. they don't want to deal with the laughter and the rude comments that they'd have to endure. They can't be who they really want to be because too many small minded people run the streets. People that are afraid of what they don't understand. And in that fear, turn to violence.

a couple weeks ago, i was having lunch with my mom. That day i had decided to ear some gold eye shadow because it made my eyes look nicer, but you couldn't tell that i had anything on. it's no secret that i wear make up. i tell any one that asks. I'm usually just a foundation and mascara type of guy. you can never tell i have anything on, but you just know that i look AMAZING. this day i wanted to try something new and i wore the gold shadow. i guess the sun was hitting my face a bit too much and my mom could see the shadow because of that. she asked me "Why do you have on eye shadow?". right then and there i went from being jolly ol' Kenny to the self conscious person i used to be. i looked down, not giving any eye contact any more and said in a low voice "i don't know". she then said to me "what do you mean you don't know? you wore it because you wanted to right?". I was shocked! I thought she was going to grill me for wearing make up or something. she continued to say "if anyone ever asks you something like that just look them in the eye and say 'I do it because i want to!' and leave it at that. it's no one's business why you do it". i instantly got a big smile on my face from what she said. it's sooo true. It doesn't matter if i was completely dolled up with girl clothes or if i only had on heels. It's no ones business, but mine as to why I'm wearing what I'm wearing.

that's the whole point of this blog. don't be afraid to be who you are or who you want to be. you're never gonna get every one's approval. that's just life. no matter what you do there are gonna be people that despise you because you're not fitting into their box. People will ALWAYS judge, no matter how much they may say "God is the only one that can judge me". his judgement may be the only one that counts, but honey everyone judges someone else! The only thing you can do in life is be the best YOU that you can be. if you want to rock them heels, Bitch, rock 'em. if you want that wig so you can have some hair to twirl, Bitch, work that shit like Beyonce! if you want those jeans because they make your ass look good, Bitch, shake that apple bottom. there are so many gay men that want to extend their fashion from the plain boring and BLAND apparel that is known as Men's fashion, but don't because of what they think others will think of them. Just do you and keep it moving Honey. and if you come across an ignorant person asking you why you're doing whatever it is that you're doing, look them in the eye and tell 'em "I do it because i want to!".



The message behind this song is so deep and all around amazing. the stuff she says at the end of this video speaks for it's self. Erykah Badu... what more can is say?