My Girl, Christina Aguilera is BACK!

So yesterday Christina debuted her first single from her new upcoming album "Bionic" due in stores June 8th. I was waiting for this moment for the LONGEST time. if you really know me you know that Christina Aguilera has the BEST voice in the world to me. yeah i love Beyonce and all that, but Christina Aguilera's voice is just so orgasmic to me hahaha. anyway, when i finally heard the song yesterday i INSTANTLY fell in love. the beat, the lyrics, the entire song just gave me so much fucking life that i died!!! LOL i loved the song and i hope you guys love it as well. a video with the song is posted below :)

Found this vid on Xtube and had to share. I loved it :)

Model of the Week:?

I wish i could give you Dolls his name, but i saved these pics last night and forgot to save his name lol. SORRY :)

Have I Been Missing Out On Life????

I just watched this vid on my friends blog(blasianFMA.com) and it made me ask the question: "Have I been missing out on life?". I've never been too much into the Final Fantasy thing. the game looked cool, but i never really looked too much into it. The reason i never even tried it was because i heard it was an RPG(Role Playing Game). And for the LONGEST time, until i was 18 actually, I thought RPG's were games like Pokemon where you had to take turns hitting each other. Don't judge me lol! Now, i see that my ignorance may have held me back from some REALLY fun times. The video on my friends page was just soo amazing. like i was drawn into this video like it was a damn show. i was all into it like a sitcom haha. and now I'm sitting here contemplating getting an Xbox. For those of you who REALLY know me, i have NEVER spent my money on a game that was not made by Nintendo. it's been that way since i was little. I've never had a game system that Nintendo didn't make. I made a pact when i was younger that i would only stay in the Nintendo family. I've played other game systems, but I've never owned one. Obviously I'm gonna have to break that damn pact just to get my hands on this Final Fantasy! If you want to see the vid it's below. hope you guys like it as much as i did :)!

Honey, It Is NOT That Serious!

Alright, i was talkin to this one guy yesterday and we hit it off so i gave him my number. this morning he asked me if i was gonna be busy today. i told him yeah kinda because i was gonna be out a lot through out the day. then he told me how he had to swing around my area to pick up his son, which i did NOT know he had! Honestly i don't care about dating a guy with a kid. i have before and it was perfectly fine. anyway, i told him to let me know when he was on his way here and i could work something out. now i handle all the shit i had to handle and was on the phone with my best friend around 5 p.m. At 5:36 p.m i got this HILARIOUS text message:

"Hey lose my number, i made a mistake I love my son and God to much to go down this road! Have a blessed life! Again sorry for wasting ur time"

what was funny about this is that we hadn't even been talking for 24 hours and he felt he was wasting my time? i really wasn't into him that much. he acted like we were almost in love lol. it did however send me back to my first boyfriend because he did this same bull shit to me, but more than once. always bitching about he loves god too much and blah blah blah. i would never put myself through that bullshit again. Just wanted to blog about this because the situation gave me flashbacks.

Later, Dolls!

Serial Urinating!?

I was on the phone with two friends a little while ago and one of them told me about this story. It is just SOOO nasty. i would rather you rape me as apposed to pissin on me. LOL here's the vid reported by MyfoxNY

Me and The Sex Industry.

For a while now I have been contemplating getting into the porn business. It's easy money and I can do some modeling(although it's nude). Some of the people I've told this to think that it's taking me so long to make a decision because I'm afraid of what others might think of me. Well, that couldn't be further from the truth. In all honesty, I don't give a FUCK what anyone thinks of what I do to make my money. If you're not paying my bills then you need to shut your mouth and stop worrying about what I'm doing to put food on my table. As long as I'm not killing people or effecting your life in a personal way, it's none of your damn business what I do as a career.

The things that is holding me back are my main career goals. I want to be a model, I want to author at least 4 books, I would like to act, I want a talk show and/or a reality show, I want a clothing line and a fragrance. I'm scared that if I got into porn and stayed their long enough to get my foot in the first door of many to get to my career goals, some maybe shut in my face because of my background in porn. I also took into consideration that I want a husband and kids and I would NOT want my kids to somehow come across a nude photo of me.

Idk, maybe I'm just being paranoid. I still need to sort somethings out because I need to get my life back on track. Later, Dolls!

Lady Gaga Ft. Beyonce: Telephone

Idk what took me so long to post this and by now everyone has checked this out, but i still wanna put it on my blog. it's so amazing! I love this video SOOO much

Model of the Week: Luciano Acuna Jr.

My Weekend Ended On a High Note!

Hey, Dolls! How was every one's weekend? I'm pretty souped that Spring Break is here! even though it's a signal that summer is quickly approaching. anyway, my weekend was mild at best until my best friend Shelby contacted me and wanted me to go out shopping with her and her mom and two sisters. i was a lil upset at first because i was procrastinating ALL morning. i really didn't want to wash my hair until later. if you don't know what i mean, i only wash my hair once a week, on Sunday. anyway, I got up got showers, washed my hair and got dressed. I already knew it was gonna be a good day with her(It always is)but within the first 2 mins it was confirmed! Signed, Sealed AND Delivered LOL! when we're together we laugh ALL day long. it's an amazing friendship, i must say! even tho we went shopping i only got two things. SHELBY, on the other hand, bought the whole damn store AND next door lol. anyway, we had a lot of fun and she took some nice pics of me that i will be posting soon. sorry to cut this blog short, but i'm doin too much right now lol. Later, Dolls!

Anal Sex is More Painful Than a Damn Tattoo!

So today i got my VERY FIRST tattoo. I was so nervous before because so many people told me it was going to hurt. so the closer the time came for me to get my tattoo, the more i got nervous. then my sister was trying to scare me lol. everyone that i talked to ALWAYS said that they hurt so it was really getting to me. when the time finally came i sat in the seat and i could just feel my heart beating hard. when he got everything set and put the lil drawing of my signature on my chest i wanted to stop the whole thing right then and there. then the sound of that needle made it even harder to deal with LOL. Finally he started with the tattoo and right before he touched my skin i screamed "OH MY GOD, hold on!" then he and my friend were like you can't just do that. so i sat back in the seat and closed my eyes. once i felt the needle touch me i got INSTANTLY upset at all the crap i went through for the process of this tattoo... AND IT DIDN'T EVEN HURT!?!?!?!? i was so pissed. I've had sex that hurt more than this tattoo did. even when he went back over the line, it still didn't hurt. maybe because my tat wasn't too big, but still i expected for it to be HORRIBLY painful. it did, however, burn a little after it was all done. even that only lasted for like 3 mins. the only thing that kind of pissed me off is that he messed up a little on my tat at the bottom of the R. But that's what i get for going to a family friend and not a shop. But a shop tried to charge me 65 and this guy charged me 15 so what do you guys think i was gonna do? lol I'm not about to pay $65 for a damn tat, you got me COMPLETELY fucked up!

Anyway, everything is cool. can't wait to take pictures with it :)
Later, Dolls!

Model of the Week: Matt Acton

Bitch That Almost Got Slapped Today, Say "What?"

ok for those of you that aren't familiar with the lovely Miley Cyrus or her show "Hanna Montana", the title of this blog comes from this lil think Miley does on her show. ANYWAY, on to this blog post...

So today was a pretty good day, although the wind was doing a tad bit too much for me. Blowing my hair around and what not. THEN i went to the store with my step dad to get some groceries. Everything was fine and dandy until we got into the self checkout line. there was one long line on one side and on the other there was pretty much no one, but the people that were ringing their stuff up. so of course i went to the side that was the shortest because i don't have all day to be waiting. I didn't give a fuck about why the other side was so long i just knew i was about to get the fuck out of this damn store and go home. Next thing i know, this lady that was on the other side said to my step dad and I "Excuse me, but there is only one line" with a frowned up face and an attitude. so I'm like "Oh, is it?" and STILL with an attitude she says "YES" and her lil friend that was with her pitched in with that last part. now it wasn't what they were saying, it was how they said it that got me. My step dad said "oook, sorry" and started going towards the end of the line, but me not being the one to take too kindly to attitudes said "Damn! Get your panties out that not and calm your fuckin tits" as i walked away with my step dad. I REALLY wanted her to say something back so i could go off, but she didn't. Luckily the line cleared out pretty fast so we weren't in the line too long.

Now, was i in the wrong? my step dad laughed when i said it because he knows how i am if you're gonna be a bitch towards me. I'm not holding my tongue for anyone. I honestly don't think i was in the wrong. Yeah, i didn't have to say what i said, but she didn't have to say what she said the way she said it! anyway, i just wanted to get that out. I hope you Dolls are having a good week :)

Model of the Week: Garibai

Embarrassing Sex Story

Ok so this is a bit of a random blog. I was sitting up in my room watching TV and something I saw reminded me of this time when I was like 15. I was in my boyfriend's(at the time) room and we were kissing and shit getting ready to have sex. All of a sudden, his uncle went into the bathroom that was pretty close to his room and I guess he thought no one was in my ex's room because he let it RIP in that bathroom LMAO. Omg he was farting so loud and shooting poop like crazy. I'm so serious right now! it was like one of those over dramatized scenes in the movies when someone has to poop really badly. We tried to be quiet, but couldn't help our laughter. I mean, what could be a bigger buzz kill for sex that something like that? it was some really funny shit. I wonder if my ex remembers that day. Lol


Anyway, do you guys have any stories like this? You were about to have sex and something just TOTALLY killed it? Let me know, I REALLY want to see some juicy stories lol.Later, Dolls! embarrassing

THIS is Some Funny Shit

My friend on Twitter(@SpencerGlover) posted this vid that he made on some site and REALLY just made my night lol. it is SOOO funny to me. i hope you guys like it :)

The NEW Nightmare On Elm Street!!!

One of my friends sent me this link to the movie trailer for the new Nightmare On Elm Street remake. The movie looks SOOOO good. it comes out on April 30th and i can NOT wait! when i was watching the trailer the first part of it made me jump so hard lol. The trailer makes me heart smile and my soul glow. i need to see this movie ASAP! the Trailer is below if you wanna see :) i KNOW you're going to like it, Dolls!

How Was Everyone's Weekend?

I pretty much had a 3 day weekend because on Monday i stayed in all day and just played video games. anyway, i was supposed to go see "The Crazies", but my friend and i were too busy doing other shit and forgot all about it. i did have fun tho at his place, as always. He finally got me to watch Ru Paul's Drag Race season 2 and i actually enjoyed it. i watched the first season, but really haven't been trying to see the second. if you haven't seen it yet you really should. the show is so funny.. or maybe it was funny because my friend and i were basically making fun at everything lol. either way, it's really good!!! I already have a fave and his name is JuJuBee. :) i think that's how it's spelled lol. anyway Dolls, i have a couple photoshoot i have set up for myself. one for my main banner for my Blog. i'm not gonna use random pics that i have, i'm actually gonna take some specifically for my blog. I'm still in the process of talking pictures to promote my Twitter page AND i need one for Facebook. the Facebook pic is gonna be a side of me that most never see lol. it's gonna be REALLY different from what i usually do.

Anyway, hope you guys are having a good week.
Later, Dolls!

I Just Fell in Love With Nicki Minaj Even More!

I just checked out the "My Chick Bad" video by Luda Chris ft. Nicki Minaj./ when i first heard the song i didn't like it much, but the more i hear it it kinda grows on me. NOW that I've seen the video it just took it over the top for me. it really makes the song and Nicki is giving me LIFE with her style in the vid and her verse is hot. i just love it. if you haven't seen it, look below :)